comissioning art for the tattoo shop again.

any one interested?

things here are ok, i live back in the country with my horses and have a new loyal kitten who adores me heh ^_^

but work has gotten slow, as well as the private life.

oh well, no one can have everything right?


and someday i;ll still have to find the time to finish unpacking my things hahahahahahah




...yea right

i left my boyfriend who was being a phuk
i moved out of my house and left it to him [i'm painfully nice]
i'm quit smoking
i'm moving to the sound where it is HOT
and i'm having super art block

i want to just get back to how things are supposed to be before i die.
i honestly hate my life, someone help me

well i'm almost a full time artist at the shop.
after sven becomes of age we are packing up and hitch hiking to the south to see more family

gladly my art is taking off, and i'm looking for more and more clients

anyways, any one looking for commission pieces, please let me know.

i have some free time

Its a fine cold as piss night.

and we're getting wasted,
haha we need more whyski!


anyway hyva yolta

nakemiin

i think i might be getting married

ha who ever thought an elf would marry a human. stranger things have happened. its not final, not at all

my adventure half says HELL NO mutta my camaraderie half of my personality says this could be the one i want by my side through all my battles.

and other conflicting emotions

"am i too scared and weak to adventure and fight alone?"

"am i so selfish that i won't show love to another?"

"am i making a mistake?"

"could this be the greatest adventure of my life?"

adventures are the only things that really matter in life. without them, why go on? why wake up? whats the point? i need an adventure like my lungs need oxygen. so the real question is...

...am i willing to take on this adventure?

he could be the one that fights by my side, loves by my side, and makes all the adventures here on out absolutely complete, filling in the emptiness i have felt for so long.





do i love him enough to share my adventure?












too many questions love, go to sleep.